Last night
as I curled up in pain
on the soft bathroom rug,
I thought about dying.
Not then and there,
though it would have
eased the pain,
but the fact that
as soon as we are born
we start dying
and that
inevitably
either my kids
die before me
or I before them.
Neither seems right.
In the morning
my pain is just
a faint body memory.
The rain has washed
the air clean
and in my garden
the rat’s tail radish
has sprouted
tender first leafs.